Perspective

    Hey guys. I am sure every single one of you has missed me dearly (if you haven't, that's ok, I can accept that). Since my last post I have grown older, I have accumulated more material possesions, and I have had many experiences (several of which I have already forgotten). That last sentence wasn't neccesarily supposed to be depressing...but it kind of is. 

    While I was away not writing (for no legitimate reasons) I had a realization, of sorts, concerning my writing, creative potential, career, and future etc...(since I have recently turned 18 and it seemed the appropriate time for inconsequential epiphanies). My brittle baby skeleton of a plan for my future revolves around the idea of using what I percieve to be my God-given talents and passions (I am well aware that I may be wrong about these things) to make Him happy. In an effort to work towards this semi-naive utopian dream of mine I have decided to take a year and utilize the ridiculously vast amount of resources, that are at my disposal do to my fortunate (predestined?) birth situation, in order to... try out some things that I think I might be good at maybe and that I really really want to do I think. After this year, if my supposed potential proves to be lacking, my vain pursuits will be appropriatly downgraded to hobbies and I will again leverage my absurd privilege to get myself a real job.

    I have come to accept the fact that in all likelyhood this blog will only be seen by my family and friends/bored acquantences (you know who you are), my esteemed bibliographer if I do something noteworthy later in my life (hello sir or madam), investigators if I die under troubling circumstances (sorry, nothing helpful here, just creepy foreshadowing/self fulfilling prophesy?), and random people with time on their hands who don't know how to use Google very well (I don't really have anything to say to you, carry on). In semi-conclusion, to keep my posts from becoming some sort of appendix for my mundane tweets, I will use this blog to provide myself with some much needed perspective and accountability in order to keep any pesky narccissistic musings in check while I focus on my "art?". Unfortunately I will probably not be able to post very reguarly do to my crippling fear of commitment to effort and my need to save up any "creative energies". That being said, in the spirit of accountability, if anyone reading would like to hear (read) my thoughts on a certain subject simply comment on my latest article or post and I will do my best to write something pertaining to your topic*. 

Until next time,

Avery Moodie

*Unless it's stupid.